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  • 23rd July
    2014
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In a child’s eyes, a mother is a goddess. She can be glorious or terrible, benevolent or filled with wrath, but she commands love either way. I am convinced that this is the greatest power in the universe.
N. K Jemisin, A Hundred Thousand Kingdoms (via helplesslyamazed)

(Source: quote-book)

  • 23rd July
    2014
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  • 12th June
    2014
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  • 8th June
    2014
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I learned the hard way that I cannot always count on others to respect my feelings - even if I respect theirs. Being a good person doesn’t guarantee that others will be good people. You only have control over yourself and how you choose to be as a person. As for others, you can only choose to accept them or walk away.
I Love Quotes (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
  • 31st May
    2014
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    2014
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  • 9th May
    2014
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Covet

In the midst of the falling leaves, sitting on a bench in the park while having a good stroll with your mom, getting some sweat with your dogs, reading a book, loooking at a couple fighting for some silly matter or even just to go sight-seeing, seems like a very nice picture. Though sometimes those picture rarely happen. Why? Have you ever get that feeling of madness and enmity when you see something that you wanted to have and do, but you can’t have or do it, since it can’t be done alone? Or worse, if it’s done alone, it wouldn’t have felt the same way?

My days feels so spiteful lately. A very desolated sensations in a way. Entangled in a world that i, myself, is trying hard to cope in. Sometimes, people presume that tying a relationship with someone makes it easier to spend those wanted times that i can’t have when i’m alone. Whether it’s firendship or an intimate kinda like relationship. But the truth is? To be able to sync in a way with other people is not such an easy matter to do. Not my side expertise and out of my league. Like with you. I feel so sullen. You, whom i thought i can open up to. You that i thought trusted me as much. You that i thought i know about. You that i feel like revamping. The you that i have lost…i think.

I miss having deep talks with each other, knowing where you’re going, what you’re doing, what you’re feeling without me asking it first. I sometimes envy those little things that other couples still do. Childish as it says, but once in a while I still covet it as much. To me, nowdays social media and gadgets ruins people’s relationship to have that moment. Don’t you think? It just deprecate the little talks we could’ve have. When you know yourself, what other ways can we do to build a relationship, without talking besides having the time?

I feel so forlorn and envious, although it makes me weary, absent-minded and bewildered of my ownself. To live is already a hard game to play. I know my ego wants to do a lot of things to do with you, even though you don’t want to. And i don’t think you’d understand these silly-stuffs giving me mood-swings and such altered feelings. Besides all the confusions and vacancy in my mind, all i know right now is…the feeling that i have at this moment is at some distance God who knows how far.

  • 4th May
    2014
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    2014
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    2014
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